Thanks for the thoughts. I may be a bad patient who's struggling with doing the right thing. I told the doc the other day that back in the day I was the guy that would climb a tree and enter a house after an armed burglary suspect when I was po-po. Then, after being shot and retiring from that, I was a trial lawyer for 3 decades who handled the most complicated cases imaginable and loved it. It's more difficult that I ever imagined to "chill" I still think I'm a 30 year old powerlifter. After they fused my neck, I developed a pesky habit of falling backwards every time I close my eyes.
The house is off Longwood Markham road, down at the dead end of a private drive. 2.5 acres, tons of oaks etc. We bought it right before the bank auction. It has a guest house, second house, giant 3 car garage 32 deep and the prior owner had a paver business. He built the house in a flood zone and had to jack the place up 5 feet. After his bankruptcy he used the place for 6 years as a dump site. It took 20 thirty yard dumpsters to do the clean up and 100 pallets of sod. We added a wrap around porch and a "cargo lift" outside elevator.
A fishing buddy installed a bullet proof 250 pound steel bullet proof jail door at side entry of the garage, ball bearing hinges, etc. It will be the gun room to end all gun rooms I hope.
Holler if you get time, I'll give you the tour.